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Getting so stressed
My stomach is quesy, and I have no appetite. I am getting so stressed about school and getting ready for the test as well as my P's new demands on us and his demands for next year. I don't want to go into a lot of detail about my P on a public forum, but he expects us to make him look good, whatever the cost - time with family, money, etc.
I have followed my curriculum map and know that I've covered and will cover everything. It's going to be crammed between new things and reviewing, but I can get it done. It's just the time of the year I second guess everything I've done. I wonder if I've spent enough time on something. My P is pushing a schedule change on us a month before the test to, hopefully, get bonus points on our state report card. Now, he's not saying we have to do it, he's just suggesting it. Read: do it or you'll be on my bad side, which is a place none of us want to be.
My mom and husband are pushing me to apply at a smaller district close by. IDK, I have mixed feelings. I can't help but think it's probably like this everywhere, and at least I have tenure here.
Just needed to vent. Thank you so much for listening.
Beth
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